Tuesday, July 17, 2018

The Quintessential Summer Book Tag

Middle of Summer! I have to say it feels like it's longer now that I know I don't have school in August. Still planning camping trips despite coming back from one. It's a good feeling I have to say. I feel like I'm squeezing all the summer I can get.

For this Tag Tuesday I'm doing the:

 Quintessential Summer Book Tag!
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I really should start doing my own art for this blog...But I saw this and thought it was adorable.

This tag was created by Kat at the youtube channel The Bookish Kat

1) Iced Drink: A refreshing book

I enjoy lemon iced tea or limeade personally, as for a refreshing book I'd have to go with

Everything All At Once by Katrina Leno


God I hate this cover. But the story was really refreshing in that (and I've talked about it before for this reason) there's no miscommunication or the lack of communication. There is a great family dynamic in this book that was really enjoyable.

2) Cotton Candy: A book that was fluffy and sweet

Can't say for sure I know what "fluffy" is referring to...

My Grandmother Asked Me to Tell You She's Sorry by Fredrik Backman


This was over all a really sweet and enjoyable book. A bit sad but over all very endearing.

3) Sunglasses: A dark book

Lets go with a recent read

Horns by Joe Hill


Guy grows horns and starts having people tell him what sins they want to commit while trying to figure out who raped and murdered his girlfriend...pretty dark.

4) Picnic on a Rainy Day: A sad book

I feel as though I'm the only one that strives to have picnics in the rain...I don't think it's sad, I love it.

The Astonishing Color of After by Emily X.R. Pan


I've said before and I'll say again there were multiple themes in this book that hit close to home for me, to the point where I was sobbing in the middle of the night.

5) Sand: A book that irritated you

Oh goody...which one should I choose? Let's go with one I haven't talked about in a while.

Everland by Wendy Spinale


This was an attempted steampunk meets dystopian retelling of Peter Pan that I feel failed miserably. Nothing was believable, I disliked the insta-love and was disappointed with the villain. And somehow it's still getting talked about in a positive way. Mind you, I understand that this is my own opinion, but I just don't understand how everyone loves this book.

6) Summer Blockbuster: A favorite book-to-screen adaptation

I've been wanting to get more into these, and so far the books I'm picking up we don't own the movies for (which if you know my family and movies...it's weird that we don't own something) But I have to say hands down favorite, I loved the book and the movie equally is:

A Monster Calls by Patrick Ness


Both the movie and the book were heart breaking and both made my cry so hard. The movie I thought was done beautifully, I loved when the Monster told his stories, the animation was beautiful and the stories themselves had morally grey characters that I didn't expect.

7) Dropped Ice Cream: A book you were anticipating, but it wasn't good

The Kiss Quotient by Helen Hoang


I liked the idea and the representation, but really just felt like certain aspects of it were poorly written.

8) Palm Tree: A tall book you loved

Do you mean physically tall? Or did you mean it metaphorically that it was intimidating at first but I ended up loving it? *watches video* ....nope you meant this literally........Lucky this book works for both.

Pachinko by Min Jin Lee


This was in my Book of the Month subscription sometime last year, and their books tend to be slightly taller than average size. This was also almost 500 pages so it was a little intimidating, but I flew through it.

9) Bonfire: A book you want to burn

Of course I don't support book burning, and I wouldn't say that this is an accurate way in which to get rid of certain books, rather re-write them completely or don't support them so we don't get anymore books like it.

Beautiful Disaster by Jamie McGuire


I'll let you know right now, I'm not a fan of reading about gambling. I don't mind the "bad boy" trope, but this book just combined those two, stuck them in a rusted out trailer, shook it up until everyone was in a bad mood, plunked it next to some rural college town and called it a romance. I haven't read this book in years, but the one thing that sticks out the me is the main character getting the love interests name tattooed across her stomach to prove she loves him, then is willing to bet their first born. How this book has a 4.13 average rating on Goodreads and is on multiple lists of "best fictional Boyfriend" is beyond me. The love interest in this has a temper so foul it makes Christian Grey look tame.

10) Fireworks: A book that exploded onto the scene

That I've read? Recently?
I haven't read this popular book that has been getting a lot of hype lately, and is the most recent (aside from The Kiss Quotient) hyped book that I'm aware of.

The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo by Taylor Jenkins Reid


This is on my TBR, it's been getting quite the hype lately (for the past six months) I hear it's good in that is has good people of color rep, as well as bi-sexual rep. Hope to read it before summer is over.

Alright and that is the Quintessential Summer Book Tag

Let me know if you've done this tag and what book you'd want to "burn" (but you know not really cuz that's bad...hmm k)


Until next time!

Litta


Thursday, July 5, 2018

Top 5 Wednesday: Best Books So Far in 2018

Alright let me get back into doing these things.

Not that it's a pain, I just have terrible time management skills. And sometimes when I look at the prompts I feel overwhelmed with just how little I've read.




Today's Top 5 Wednesday prompt is "Best books you've read so far in 2018"

I'll go off my Goodreads ratings, and for the sake of everything I'm not counting: Children's books or graphic novels. I would want to make a post for each of them for this kind of thing...had I read more of them more diversely. Alas....that's not the case.

The following is a mix of audio books and physical copies that I've read and have enjoyed the most so far in 2018 (apologies if this feels like a bit of a repeat of my Mid-Year Book Freak Out Tag )

These wont by in any particular order:

1) Educated: A Memoir by Tara Westover


This book was over all just kind of intense and inspiring to me. Definite trigger warnings for abuse. I also just enjoyed the narration of the book. I listened to this on Audible Julia Whelan is Tara now. I don't know what Tara actually sounds like, I don't want to know. The perseverance and motivation Tara had to get herself educated was astounding and heartbreaking. This book surprised me.

2) The Loneliest Girl in the Universe by Lauren James


Right off the bat I felt this book was over all enjoyable and unique. There were a couple things I thought were iffy with the main character that leaves me question if nurture or nature have bigger impacts on children's anxiety (it was a bit of a distraction honestly) otherwise this went darker than I had expected a YA to do which gave me anxiety reading this book, but was thrilling enough for me to not want to put it down.

3) Circe by Madeline Miller


I feel like I've talked a lot about this book recently. But it's honestly one of my favorites because my mind keeps going back to it. I didn't know who Circe was before reading this book, and it was enjoyable listening (audible) to her story interact with stories from Greek myth that I did know. Plus Perdita Weeks's voice was just so delightful, very smooth and rich, poised even.

4) The Astonishing Color of After by Emily X.R. Pan


I enjoyed the themes in this book, however some were worked out better than others. I mostly enjoyed this book for it's theme on suicide and the effects it has those nearest the victim. I also enjoyed the magical realism elements of this book and the emotion behind it.

5) Sourdough by Robin Sloan


This book made me crave bread so badly I can practically already taste it. This was over all magic realism mixed with science fiction, and I was such a fan. The ending was a bit odd to me, but otherwise I thought the bread this book explored as well as some of the other foods and fun San Francisco high lights were really enjoyable and familiar.

I was for a bit thinking of posting a recommendations post...This could easily be it if you don't mind me being restricted to things I read in 2018. There are obviously more that I could easily recommended beyond this year. Maybe at some point...

If you've read any of these let me know your thoughts on them. Did they make it to your top five of 2018?

Until next time!
Litta

Tuesday, July 3, 2018

Mid-Year Book Freak Out Tag - 2018

We're half way through the year...already....I'm actually not as shocked by this as I feel like I once was....Maybe not being in school doesn't make it so much of shock anymore?

Anyway I'm ready summer shenanigans to begin; camping, river swims, and very mild sun burns (oh please let them be mild if they have to be there at all!)

Before I get into this tag I'd like to look at my over all goals and challenges for this year and see where I am.

In terms of my Goodreads Reading goal of reading 60 book in the year of 2018. By this time I should be at 30 books read. I am pleased to say I am at 32. Goodreads says I am 4 books ahead of schedule...I'm just going to roll with that.

For they 52 books around the Year challenge in which I read 52 books that pertain to the 52 challenges that coincide with the 52 weeks in a year I should be at 26 challenges completed. I have completed 24 challenges and in progress with 1. That's not as bad as I had expected in all honesty. It's probably the best I've done with in the three years I've been doing this challenge.

Genres:

7 - Graphic Novels
2 - Middle Grade
3 - Children's
2 - Short Story Collection
1 - Horror-Bizzaro Fiction
2 - Paranormal Fantasy
2 - Sci-fi
3 - Contemporary
1 - Romance
1 - Literary Fiction
3 - Historical Fiction
2 - Non Fiction
1 - YA Sci-fi
1 - YA Magic Realism
1 - YA Fantasy
2 - YA Contemporary

Star Ratings

0 - 1 Star
5 - 2 Stars
9 - 3 Stars
13 - 4 Stars
7 - 5 Stars

Average Star Rating: 3.65

Otherwise I know I haven't been keeping up on reviews or book/adaptation reviews, but I'm also of the mind set that I shouldn't push myself for fear of hating it. I am also aware that if I don't push myself I'm going to get lazy with it as I have been. So hopefully I'll pick that back up in this second half of the year.

So let's get into The Mid-Year Book Freak Out Tag. Created by youtubers: Chami and Ely

I've also done this on youtube as-well so if you would prefer to hear my voice rather than imagine it I'll place that link right HERE.

I'm going to leave the questions down below in case anyone wants to do this yourself.

Alright here we go:

1. Best book you've read so far in 2018?

Circe by Madeline Miller



Second year that my favorite book for this tag is an Audio book, second time it's about gods....I enjoy stories about gods, what can I say. You'll see this again in my June Review. But ultimately I just loved this book, Madeline Miller wrote it very elegantly and the narration by Petra Weeks was just....creamy butter to my years, she was Circe in that she narrated the book in a way that was strong, full of command, but there was a shyness to it, a humble attitude, forgiving. It made the story real.


2. Best sequel You've read so far in 2018?

Giant Days Vol. 3 by John Alliston


I haven't read a whole lot of sequels and this series is pretty much the extent of sequels I have read an enjoyed.

3. New release you haven't read yet but want to?

The Apocalypse of Elena Mendoza by Sean David Hutchinson



This book came out earlier this year (like February) I'm still excited for it, I want to read his other work before this one however as it's part of the same universe and has some cameo's referenced.

Dread Nation by Justine Ireland



This one was released earlier this June and has an interesting premise in that it was inspired by Pride and Prejudice and Zombies in that white women wouldn't have been the ones fighting a zombie apocalypse but rather African Americans and Native Americans would have been sent to fight in order to protect Caucasians. I have heard that their is a lack of Native American rep  considering the premise, so that makes me hesitant, but only slightly I'm still wanting to read this.

4. Most anticipated release for the second half of the year?

City of Ghosts by Victoria Schwab



This book follows Cassidy Blake, who's parent's are ghost hunters who are invited to Scottland for a TV show. Cassidy goes with her best friend Jacob, who is a ghost. Yes Cassidy can very much see ghosts, and finds out there is quite a few of them in Scottland. But Cass isn't the only one. She meets Lara who tells Cass that as an "in-betweener" it's their job to send ghosts back beyond the veil. Cass isn't so sure about this new mission, but there are a few ghosts that she feels don't belong in her world.

This gave me Danny Phantom vibes so I'm hyped about that. Though if the answers to this next question give any lessons to learn it's that I can't go into a book thinking it's one thing because I get disappointed. So I'm cautiously optimistic. But it over all sounds entertaining.


5. Biggest Disappointment?


Alex, Approximately by Jenn Bennett



This one was just so hyped about being compared to You've Got Mail that I was expecting something different that what got delivered.  Plus there were details beyond that that this book irritated me with.

Phasma by Delilah S. Dawson



Again I feel like I was a bit mislead. I was expecting more Star Wars space action and just received something completely different. It was still a decent book I just didn't get what I had originally wanted form it.

6. Biggest Surprise?

Educated by Tara Westover



I went into this not knowing what to expect, and with that was surprised by how much I admired this book. It took me a little bit to get through because of how intense some of the topics brought up were, but I over all enjoyed this book.

7. Favorite new author (debut or new to you)?


I don't normally like choosing a favorite author until I've read more than one of their books and actually like them, however, since this is a favorite new author I'd have to go with Madeline Miller. I don't have any intention on reading The Song of Achilles but anything else she puts out I will give a go because I enjoyed Circe immensely.

8. Newest fictional crush?

Couldn't say I have one.

9. Newest favorite character?

Stella Lane from Helen Hoang's The Kiss Quotient. She's a very powerful character that has so much growth in this book I absolutely loved her. Everything else in the book fell flat for me and there for was a bit of a disappointment.

10. Book that made you cry?


The Astonishing Color of After by Emily XR Pan



This book touched me emotionally in multiple ways in the topics discussed: Suicidal family member, Feeling outside your culture, Art being viewed as a "hobby" not a profession. And this book did a great job in focusing in on these topics and making them stand out with out making it take over the book and some of the conflicts of these topics and how the main character processed them had me tear up because they felt all too familiar to me.

11. Book that made you happy?

Moonstruck Vol. 1: Magic to Brew by Grace Ellis and Shaa Beagle


The art, the representation, and the diversity in the book just over all made me so happy to read this book not to mention the setting.

12. Favorite book to film adaptation you saw this year.

Haven't seen any yet this year, plan to, just haven't yet.

13. Favorite review you've written this year.

My January Book/Movie Adaptation Review ...so I realized this should have been my answer for 12, but here's why it's not. I grew up watching Practical Magic, I only just read the book this year, so I'm not counting it. But I was really happy about my process for this review.

14. Most beautiful book you've bought or received this year?

What Should be Wild by Julia Fine



Picked this up from Barnes and Noble a couple of days ago and just love the composition and depth of this cover.

The Mermaid and Mrs. Hancock by Imogen Hermes Gowar


I had seen this cover on a youtube video and thought it was gorgeous, and thought the premise interesting enough to buy the book online. When I opened the package I was astounded by how much better this cover looks in person and was just blown away by all the detail. The dust cover is only half of it, the inner pages are just marvelous.

15. What books do you need to read by the end of the year?

Brisingr by Chrisopher Paolini



ugh last year it was Eldest....I swear I'll get through this series....

Aside form that one I don't feel any real "need" to read specific books by the end of the year.

Check out the YouTube video!

Alright I think that's it. I'll leave the list of questions for you. Let me know if you do this, i'd like to read them.

Until Next time!
Litta


Mid-Year Book Freak Out questions

1. Best book you’ve read so far in 2015. 
2. Best sequel you've read so far in 2015.
3. New release you haven't read yet, but want to.
4. Most anticipated release for the second half of the year.
5. Biggest disappointment.
6. Biggest surprise.
7. Favourite new author. (Debut or new to you)
8. Newest fictional crush.
9. Newest favourite character.
10. Book that made you cry.
11. Book that made you happy.
12. Favorite book to film adaptation you saw this year.
13. Favorite review you've written this year.
14. Most beautiful book you've bought so far this year (or received)
15. What books do you need to read by the end of the year?

Monday, July 2, 2018

June Review

July is here. Time for hasty trips to the river before they turn slimy green and full of staph infection. It's already shaping up to be a busy month, and with a new puppy who doesn't have all his shots yet...it's going to be interesting.

I am still attempting with the youtubes so if you'd rather watch my review, that's up: Here

In June I read 6 books. Here are the breakdowns:

Format:

2 - Audio Books
2-  Hard Cover
1- Soft Cover
1- Graphic Novel
0 - E-Books

Genre:

1 - Literary Fiction
1 - Middle Grade Adventure
1 - YA Scifi
1- Historical Re-telling
1 - Contemporary Romance
1 - Horror

Star Ratings:

0 - 1 Star
0 - 2 Stars
3 - 3 Stars
1 - 4 Stars
2 - 5 Stars

With an average rating of 3.83

Pages:

160
336
394
290
275
285

With an average of 58 pages per day.

Around the Year in 52 Books:

11) read a literary fiction book
15) A book with a unique format/writing style, as its told in journal entries and emails
41) Read a book with an authors who's first and last name has the same initials
10) Read an author's debut book (their first book published)
45) A book that intimidates/scares you

Book Reviews:

Sing, Unburied, Sing by Jesmyn Ward Narrated by: Kelvin Harrison Jr., Chris Chalk and Rutina Wesley

Published September 2017
This book follows multiple perspectives: Jojo is a thirteen year old who's mother is black, and who's father is white, and he's trying to figure out what it means to be a man. Leonie is a black mother of two children who have a white father. She struggles with herself as she wants to be a better mother but has a hard time putting her chidlrens' needs before her own, particularly her drug use. And Richie, a ghost of a boy who carries the ugly history of the south with him. He has more to teach Jojo about fathers, sons and legacies.

I found this book confusing for the most part. Don't get me wrong it's beautifully written and narrated but it was hard to separate some of the flashbacks with the current story. At times there were flashbacks with in flash backs. I almost feel like this was another book that made of have gotten a better rating from me had I read it physically rather than through audio. Much like The Restaurant at the End of the Universe by Douglas Adams, perhaps at some point I'll read the physical version (maybe) but as of right now it just fell short. Otherwise it was otherwise interesting. My heart broke for Jojo and his sister Michaela as they confirm that their mom and dad just aren't their for them and wont understand them, and it was interesting to get the perspective of their mom and her inner thoughts, her inner struggle as she wants to be a good mom but ultimately fails. This may be a bit of a spoiler but I had hoped she would redeem herself in the end, just some kind of hope for Jojo and Michaela but as the end neared all I found myself wanting them to just leave their kids with Pop's and just leave them be, which they ultimately pretty much did. I think I'd have liked them realize their wrongs and be good parents, but alas, the ending that it was, as unfortunate as it was, was a bit more realistic. 3 out of 5 stars

This book completes challenge 11) read a literary fiction book

As Small as an Elephant by Jennifer Richard Jacobson

Published March 2011
Ever since Jack can remember, his mom has always been unpredictable, loving and fun one minute, other time caught in a whirlwind of "spinning" energy the next. But he never thought she'd leave in the middle of the night, leaving him alone at their campsite three states away from home. Now with no way to reach her and hardly enough money for food, any other kid might report their mom missing, but Jack knows he needs to figure things out on his own particularly how to get from the backwoods of Maine to Boston before DSS catches on. With only a small toy elephant for company, Jack starts his journey south, testing his wits and his loyalties.

So I gave this a 3 out of 5 stars, but I couldn't tell you why I gave it that rating. The author's writing was over all enjoyable. The elephant theme was cute and over all enjoyable through out the book (I particularly enjoyed the elephant facts they had at the start of chapters, and the cover art is adorable). This particular view point is something I feel is important, because I feel like more children than we know are going through similar situations in which they do not have a reliable parent/guardian due to some kind of mental or physical illness and were taught by that said guardian how to avoid curious adults, how to lie when asked certain questions and how to in general, stay out of the system, as they grow to distrust that system. I was happy that Jack was able to figure out that his mom still loved him but wasn't able to take care of him the way she's meant to, and that his Grandma's not crazy. Though as a character Jack and his mom frustrated me, I understand that kids in this predicament may very well make the decision Jack made, that those who have a mental illness like Jack's mom may not have the right medication to help them feel "normal" as opposed to lethargic/not themselves, or may feel so good on their medication that they don't think they need it anymore. I understand these situations, that doesn't make me enjoy them. I think I rated this book lower because of my irritation with the topic really. That there are parents out there that don't understand or wont admit that they're not what's right for their children when they're off their medication, but wont or can't get the medication they need to give their child a better upbringing, and instead isolate the child and manipulate them so the parent wont get into trouble. I think I'm irritated because we have some messed up systems in the United States that don't help our mentally unstable community members to the full ability that we could, that our systems re-traumatize the kids time after time again because those systems believe re-unification is better than the kids mental state. It's weird that that impacts the feelings I have towards this book. I still suggest it, I still think it's an important read.

The Lonliest Girl in the Universe by Lauren James

Published September 2017
Romy Silvers is the only surviving member of The Infinity crew set to voyage to a new planet to establish a second home for humanity. Alone on this spaceship, Romy is the loneliest girl in the universe, that is until she gets news about a second space ship that has launched from Earth with a passenger who calls himself J. Romy can communicate with J but due to their distance, e-mails take months to pass through the vacuum of space, yet Romy finds herself falling in love.

Ok...I read this in one day. If I could have read it in one sitting I would have. I rated this a 5 out of 5 stars, with the understanding that I thought there were a couple flaws but mainly because I could not put this down and I loved this book! This book kept me on the edge of my seat. It was thrilling and it was creepy. I kind of predicted some twists but they still surprised me in how they were executed. Romy as a character, I had some slight issues with just because I felt she acted young for her age? or perhaps I just wanted to connect with her better so I kept thinking she was older than she was. There were a couple aspects of this book that forced Romy to be more adult than what should have been asked of her at her age, however, in her circumstance, she didn't have much of a choice, I think with that I kept thinking she was older, but then she didn't apply that to every aspect of her living situation or her personality, which was fine, it just brought me out of the story a bit and gave a disconnect with Romy and myself. Overall I felt for Romy, to be in her situation I think I would have panic attacks on the regular, as being in trapped in space alone sounds like my nightmare. As I was reading this book, there was a constant tension in my chest as the book added stressful situation after stressful situation to Romy's life, and reading her work through them was entertaining to say the least.

This book completed challenge 15) A book with a unique format/writing style, as its told in journal entries and emails.

Circe by Madeline Miller Narrated by Perdita Weeks

Published April 2018
Forgive me but I enjoy Goodread's summary of this book and feel like that's the best to describe this book:
              "In the house of Helios, god of the sun and mightiest of the Titans, a daughter is born. But Circe is a strange child - not powerful, like her father, nor viciously alluring like her mother. Turning to the world of mortal for companionship, she discovers that she does possess power - the power of witchcraft, which can transform rivals into monsters and menace the gods themselves.

Threatened, Zeus banishes her to a deserted island, where she hones her occult crafts, tames wild beasts and crosses paths with many of the most famous figures in all mythology , including the Minotaur, Daedalus and his doomed son Icarus, the murderous Medea, and, of course, wily Odysseus.

But there is danger, too, for a woman who stands alone, and Circe unwittingly draws the wrath of both men and gods, ultimately finding herself pitted against on of the most terrifying and vengeful of the Olympians. To protect what she loves most, Circe must summon all her strength and choose, once and for all, whether she belongs with the gods she is born from or the mortal she has come to love."

This book was beautifully written and wonderfully narrated. The story of Circe is one I have not heard of before, yet was familiar as it was being told. Her path entangles with some of the most famous of stories from Greek myths, it was fun to hear from a different perspective by one who was there during the birth of the Minotaur, the daughter of the Sun God and how she viewed them as time went by. It was all very interesting and entertaining I had a hard time stopping. I seem to be a sucker for books about Gods and American Gods by Neil Gaiman is one of my favorites of all time, and this book Circe, although not quite as up there as American Gods is still in my top favorites. 5 out of 5 stars.

This book completed challenge 41) Read a book with an authors who's first and last name has the same initials.

The Kiss Quotient by Helen Hoang

Published June 2018
Stella Lane believe math is the only thing that connects everything to the universe. She creates algorithms to predict customer's future spending. A job that gives her more money than she knows what to do with. But Stella has Asperger Syndrome, also known as High Functioning Autism, which makes her obsess over her work, and gives her less experience being intimate with another person. It doesn't help that french kissing reminds her of pilot fish cleaning out a sharks mouth. Her parents want her to get married, to start having kids, where they feel a 30 year old should be. Stella doesn't like the idea of being intimate with someone, let alone babies, but she doesn't want to disappoint her parents, so she hires and escort to teach her how to be intimate, sex and all.

So I did a spoiler review of this book HERE so I won't talk about it too much here, but ultimately, I felt this book took a couple themes from E.L. James's Fifty Shades series, none of which were good. Stella I loved, she was funny, intelligent and awkward and had amazing character growth. Michael was hot but had issues that were a constant reminder and were excuses not to be happy. I felt like this book could have been written better.

Over all, as much as I'd like to give this book a higher rating, for Stella alone, I brought it down because of Michael. Three out of five stars.

This book also completed challenge 10) Read an author's debut book (their first book published)

Clean Room written by Gail Simmone, Illustrated by John Davis-Hunt, Colored by Quintio Winter, lettered by Todd Klein and cover art by Jenny Frison

Published June 2016
Journalist Chloe Pierce has no idea why her fiancee decided to blow his brains out all over their remodeled kitchen, she does know it has something to do with the book he picked up three months ago by self help guru Astrid Mueller. Now Chloe will stop at nothing from infiltrating Mueller's clandestine organization to find out the truth behind her fiancee's death and the "Clean Room" she's heard whisper's about, a room where your deepest fears are exposed and your worst moments revealed.

"What the fuck" was my first thought after finishing this intense graphic novel. The art is interesting enough where most everyone is in this rather "basic" comic illustration style (that sounds weird as everyone illlustrates in their own style but this just seemed very dull to me) with a rather gory accents to it's violent and paranormal themes. What I appreciated about this is the clean ending, where everything kind of wraps up nicely enough to where you get what's going on in the story but leaves you with just enough questions to want to buy the second volume. That's how I'm presently feeling despite this fear of nightmares.

This completed challenge 45) A book that intimidates/scares you.

And those are the books I've read in June, if you've read any of these, let me know your thoughts, I'd love to discuss with you.

Until next time!

Litta

Friday, June 29, 2018

The Kiss Quotient Review (Spoilers)

Was out of town there for a little bit, and while I was out I finished this book and found I had a lot to say about it. So let's get into the review.

The Kiss Quotient by Helen Hoang

Published June 2018

Stella Lane believe math is the only thing that connects everything to the universe. She creates algorithms to predict customer's future spending. A job that gives her more money than she knows what to do with. But Stella has Asperger Syndrome, also known as High Functioning Autism, which makes her obsess over her work, and gives her less experience being intimate with another person. It doesn't help that french kissing reminds her of pilot fish cleaning out a sharks mouth. Her parents want her to get married, to start having kids, where they feel a 30 year old should be. Stella doesn't like the idea of being intimate with someone, let alone babies, but she doesn't want to disappoint her parents, so she hires and escort to teach her how to be intimate, sex and all.

So this does get into Spoilers, if you would like a less spoilery review, check out my video: The Kiss Quotient Review // spoiler-ish

I loved Stella. I don't have High Functioning Autism nor do I know anyone who does so I couldn't say whether or not this is an accurate representation, however I appreciate the representation non-the-less, because it's different and it's something I feel is relevant to today that we don't hear about, ever, in books. Stella was fun, smart, and awkward and she made for a good read. She also had some issues I felt were very valid. She didn't like people knowing she had autism, because they start treating her differently, walking on egg shells, so she never told her escort about her condition. He ends up finding out on his own, and having experience with other's with Autism he knows how to treat Stella, but doesn't tell her he knows.

The whole concept of this smutty book (yes it is smutty, there is sex) was very intriguing to me, but I also went in cautious. as the last smut I read was Fifty Shades of Grey. Sadly it felt like this book had pulled elements from the E.L. James series. Prime example: "sex contract" vs. agreement to teach sex turns into love story. Then there is Michael Phan: Stella's hired escort/sex trainer. We get his point of view through out the book, which I feel like if we didn't would take away from the story, but it was also his point of view that I didn't like. Michael has temper issues, but never acts on them, but because we get his point of view we constantly are able to know he's trying to distract himself from acting on them. He's also possessive. I personally feel a little possessiveness can go a long way, and Michael was right on the border of "too much" where on multiple occasions I was thinking "back off" as I read his chapters. He also had an ex client that was obsessed with him. If you ever read Fifty Shades there's a woman that basically turned Christian Grey to BDSM, Anastasia Steele hated her with a passion, and hated any time Grey got in contact with her, this ex client was similar in The Kiss Quotient in that Stella didn't like her, she didn't like Michael near her, and she didn't like the fact he was driving a car she bought for him, and funny enough was old enough and wealthy enough that she was friends with Stella's parents. There were just too many similarities for my liking.

What I did appreciate was how much Stella was different from Anastasia Steele. While Steele was constantly trying to undermine Grey and prove she was independent and could do her own thing with out his help, she ultimately always wound up relying on him. Stella had a wonderful character growth moment in which she accepted her autism and refused to change it for anyone, because it was her, and if no one could love her for her, she didn't deserve them. Just yes! We need more messages like this.

The sex over all in the book wasn't how I had anticipated either. So Stella had some issues with sex, she wasn't comfortable with it. Not that she wasn't a virgin, she'd had sexual relations before, but they were never pleasant, the men used her for their own gratification while she laid there uncomfortably. So when Michael and her tried to get intimate the first few times, Stella had some breakdowns. Which I thought was an interesting way to go, that the whole book in itself would be one big tease, as they'd get closer and closer each time, but find another hurtle they'd have to figure out. That wasn't the case, by the third time they try to have sex they succeed, mind you, Stella isn't facing Michael because the next challenge was intimacy, she felt vulnerable and she didn't want to, another hurtle to pass that ended too quickly. Basically as soon as they could have sex they did. Which was a little disappointing. Not the sex scenes, just the progression of them.

Sadly the ending of this book irritated me, because of Michael. He had his own issues, that he proceeded to repeat through out the book. His did was a criminal, his mom was sick, he's helping his mom out, cleaning up his dad's mess, and escorting to help his family out financially. Michael has terrible self esteem, thinking he wouldn't be worth much to anyone, and how could anyone love him with how many women he's screwed. I felt like Hoang was reaching for Michael's issues, and the repetition and reminders of them made me skim his chapters, it felt like whining, and they ultimately were excuses for him not to be happy because he felt like he could have stopped his dad from destroying his family.

The ending of The Kiss Quotient could have been written better. At one point Stella discovers a spending pattern, that married men stop buying their own underwear, because their wives buy them. Michael mentions it's because women like to take care of those they love, so Stella believes she created the algorithm for love. Wanting to see if Michael loves her, Stella buys him underwear and puts it in his clothes drawer with a bow around it. If he wears it he loves her. Well of course they "break up" the same day, he packs his things, sees the underwear and thinks nothing of it. I, personally, expected the story to take a How to Lose a Guy in Ten Days twist in that the algorithm is published in some article, Michael sees it and tries to get Stella back with some romantic gesture. No, that's not how this book went. Instead Michael sees Stella on a date with a co-worker, the co-worker tries to force himself on Stella, Michael punches him, Stella tries to go home alone, saying she's trying to get over Michael and it clicks. "In order for her to 'get over' me she had to be in love with me" so he proceeds to stalk her for the next week, sending flowers to her office everyday, and calling every day asking her on a date, proclaiming he's fighting for her and doesn't know any other way to court a woman. I believe this is a nod to when Stella admitted she would become a stalker ex client of his because she cared so much, so Michael was proving that Stella was his obsession, but it just came off creepy, to the point where he walked out of the shadows of her work's parking garage creepy. But she still wont take him back until she sees that he's wearing the underwear she bought him, which of course he happened to be. It also ended with Michael telling Stella he was going to ask her to marry him in three months. Which, for some reason, bugs me. I'm not against marriage, it just feels like a very Young Adult trope to do, and happens to be one I get tired of, just because I feel like putting a ring on a finger shouldn't be how you prove your devotion to someone.

Over all, as much as I'd like to give this book a higher rating, for Stella alone, I brought it down because of Michael. Three out of five stars.

And that's my review for Helen Hoang's The Kiss Quotient.

I most likely will pick up the next book in the series The Bride Test as it doesn't follow Stella or Michael but rather Michael's cousin Khai, who also has autism.

If you read this book let me know what you think, would love to discuss.

Until next time!
Litta

Tuesday, June 12, 2018

Tag Tuesday: Disney Song Book Tag

I found this tag over at The Book Nut and thought it'd be a bit of fun. Disney song's always remind me of summer due to a crazy night in a cabin where we sang along to every one of them as we made dinner, so I found it appropriate.

Disney Song Book Tag


Part of Your World - What book world would you change yourself for to be apart of that world?

Thinking about this one, I realize I don't read a whole lot of fantasy, or "other worldly" books. I wouldn't have to change really for Harry Potter (unless gifted with magical abilities counts) but in all honesty I'd probably choose The Hobbit by J.R.R. Tolkien. When I watched The Lord of the Rings I had always wanted to be an elf, after reading The Hobbit, I"d still like to be an elf, but I opened up to the possibility of wanting to be a Hobbit in the Shire. An odd one though, that wanted to venture out every now and again, because yes.


Let it Go - What book did you not want to finish because you loved it so much?

American Gods by Neil Gaiman, just yes! I need to watch the tv series so I can get more of the full cast.


Tale as Old as Time - What book do you think is/will be timeless?

I'm trying to think of one other than Harry Potter....A Monster Calls by Patrick Ness. Just...so many emotions with this book. It was thrilling and adventures and heart breaking. It's such a short read but made a huge impact and made me cry just as much as the movie did.


So This is Love - What book were you hesitant to read at first but ended up loving?

The Loneliest Girl in the Universe by Lauren James. I had kept going back and forth with this book and then proceeded to debate if I wanted the UK book cover or wait for the US cover to be published in August. But I'm glad I finally read it. It's being hyped quite a bit right now, from what I've seen, and despite having my reservations of it the first couple pages, it loved up to that hype.


Friend like Me - which character would you like to be your best friend?

The Autumn Prince from The Enchantment of Ravens by Margaret Rogerson. So ignoring the ending of this book, I really enjoyed the Autumn Prince's confidence and playfulness when it came to shape shifting. He made ravens seem adorable. And his care for Isobel when she got turned into a rabbit was so tender and sweet.


Reflection - What book really made you think/change the way you viewed things?

The Bone Sparrow by Zana Fraillon, this book was depressing, but needed. It made me think of refugees, period. I always thought there was some kind of process where they'd get help getting protection into a country and set up to live a life and make their way into that country, not treated as criminals in nearly any country they try to enter. What kind of hope is that for the world where those who are running from their home due to war only to arrive hoping for help and receiving treatment equal to criminals.

These were all the questions that this particular tag had, but I decided to add a couple more:

Bonus Questions


Hakuna Matata - It Means "No Worries", what audio book did you find the narrator's voice and the story told, over all relaxing?

I'm not done with it yet but the narration for Circe by Madeline Miller is like butter to my ears. Perdita Weeks's voice is just so soothing, and the story of Circe is over all entertaining but not overwhelming in information, I found myself recalling what I do know of Greek Gods' stories and over all just getting lost in Miller's words being spoken by Weeks.


Dig a Little Deeper - What book had potential, but just missed the mark?

The Astonishing Color of After by Emily X.R. Pan. I just want to say that I still think this is a good book, I just feel that there were a couple topics in this book that didn't get as flushed out as I wanted them to.


One Last Hope - Name your favorite fictional mentor.

Aunt Frances and Aunt Jet in Alice Hoffman's Practical Magic. In the book and the movie these two are funny and loving. I envy Sally and Gillian.

I'm sure if I tried I could go on an on with this tag, so I'll stop here.

If you've done this tag, please link it down below, as I'd like to see what you answered

Until next time!

Litta


Thursday, June 7, 2018

Birthday Book Tag


Yup it was mah birthday. I'm still not sure how to process it. 27....my late twenties....I don't like that. But I understand it's still "young" but it's still odd.

Since my birthday falls on a Tuesday I thought it made sense to do a the Birthday Book Tag that I found at LibroLiv created by Chloe at youtube channel BrunetteBibliophile

1. Count your birth day along your bookshelf and then subtract your birth month. What book does it land on?

This was interesting just due to the fact my birth day is 5 and the month is 6....so really it was the last book on my shelf


Howl's Moving Castle by Diane Jones

Loved this book, I felt it and it's adaptation by Hayao Miyazaki went really well together, as Miyazaki didn't go into detail about some aspects while Jones did, however, Jones's imagery was hard to imagine at times so Miyazaki's film came in handy for that.

2. If you could spend your birthday with any fictional character who would it be and why?


Esther De Groot, Giant Days

In all honestly I'd like to hang out with the whole Giants Days group, they seem odd and entertaining. But I specifically chose Esther because I love her style and want her to take me shopping, to see where she gets her clothes! But also because she's seems so dramatic it's almost humorous. She just seems like she'd be fun to be around.

3. Find a book that takes place in the season you were born in.


Cinder by Marissa Meyer. I half expected to find a contemporary, but I haven't read too many of them that are set strictly in summer. Not complaining. I actually really enjoyed what I read of this series and hope to complete it at some point.

4. Find a book that is the color of our birth stone.


The Secret Lives of Color by Kassia St. Clair. June is Moonstone, or pearl, or alexandrite, I've heard all three. But I'm going with Moonestone, a white stone with different colors of sheen. I thought this book worked well for it. I'm still slowly reading this one, but I'm really enjoying it. All these different stories about these colors and their history. I love it.

5. Is their a series with the same number of books as your age? If so what is it?


Ready Freddy! by Abby Klein. I have never read it. Nor do I plan on it. But it's the only one that popped up when I looked through google.

6. Pick a book set in a time period, would or country you would like to have been born in.


Weirdo Noir: Gothic and Lowbrow Art by Matt Dukes Jordan. So I don't think this is any different of a time period than current. I just like the eccentricity of it. To be confident enough to dress as dramatically as Baroque or Rococo fashion with elements of today's pop culture. I think it'd be really fun.


And that was my Birthday Book Tag!

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Litta